Moses' Buden
A friend wrote me and shared a dream. She said, "I want to ask your opinion about this dream I had. LegalShield was hosting a picnic/meeting for the Leadership. Everyone was mingling and enjoying themselves. At some point, I stepped away and when I returned everyone was seated and discussing a document. As I’m looking around for a copy for myself you stop me mid search, and say ‘Fatima, I want you to stop carrying Moses’ burden.’ I thought to myself what does that have to do with the price of tea in China and I kept looking for the documents.
I just remembered my dream and googled ‘what was Moses’ burden?’ I researched a Jewish interpretation but I was also wondering as a Christian, what is your interpretation of Moses’ burden?"
I just remembered my dream and googled ‘what was Moses’ burden?’ I researched a Jewish interpretation but I was also wondering as a Christian, what is your interpretation of Moses’ burden?"
And what I wrote her follows:
I believe that Moses is the greatest leader of human beings
in this history of Western civilization. Before I had read the entire old
testament, I learned about Moses from reading Niccolò Machiavelli, who tells us
in the Discourses that Moses was "a sheer executor of the things
ordained by God," which might appear to diminish his greatness as a
leader. But no, others knew what God wanted of them, but fell short, while
Moses must be revered for "that grace that made him worthy of speaking
with God." Many are called, but few are able to respond.
Moreover, Moses is the highest example of the most successful kind of leader: a
visionary who is willing and able to use force to accomplish His mission.
Machiavelli has little time for martyrs; he wants winners, and he knows, in the
words of one of his most famous phrases, that "all the armed prophets won,
the disarmed went to their ruin." Moses was the greatest of the armed
prophets.
For me the insight stands in opposition to Jesus, who was a
martyr as a leader. Moses was willing to do whatever it takes to
accomplish God’s mission for him.
So what do I think of Moses’ burden? Leaders cannot lead for
their own happiness. They cannot lead for adulation and adoration. They
cannot lead for self-aggrandizement and enrichment. A leader cannot have
friends, at least not as the leader. While this seems harsh, let us remember
just as Moses had led his people to the border of the Promised Land, but faced
with a bloody war to drive out those inhabiting it, a vast revolt followed
against Moses – it spread to every tribe and involved the most powerful and
distinguished leaders as well as members of the priestly hierarchy, even his
older brother Aaron.
Ingratitude, Machiavelli ruefully observes, is the daughter
of Greed and Suspicion, nursed in the arms of Envy, and it has been an
essential part of human nature ever since Adam and Eve ungratefully at of the
forbidden fruit and departed Eden.
While this may seem sad or depressing, it is in fact the
exact opposite. Whether Jewish or Christian or Muslim, the lesson for me is the
same.
I serve at God’s direction alone and pursue His
mission. I know that burden, and it is Moses’ burden. I am never alone
because He is with me. I am thankful with progress towards His mission but
understand that this journey will include ingratitude, greed, suspicion and
envy, vitriol and spite. I will suffer “the slings and arrows of
outrageous fortune,” to quote Hamlet but I will not be deterred. Yes, I
may falter, and indeed fall, but I am a relentless force of His hand. His “will
be done.” Amen and amen.
I thanked my friend for asking. I truly believe the dream was
inspired by God, and I was blessed with her question.
This is why I say,
I serve
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